Catch up friends, life, love

Hey! So whos ever reading these. Hows life going? :) Mines going preetty darn good, its Easter Long weekend which btw HAPPY EASTER :) I've had a preetty good one so far went for a fun coffee night with my long jump coach and sister. And today had a nice relaxing day listening to Justin Bieber's new cd. My week.. wasn't greeat though. I made some mistakes with friends. Don't you hate when 2 of your friends are fighting with eachother and like.. they in ways make you take sides? Well I was in that situation with my friends Nancy and Rachel they are both my really good friends and they HATE eachother because of things that I reaally don't need to go into detail about but like lets just say when they tell me something it always seems something slips out that one or the other isn't supposed to know, and it ends up back firing towards me when I'm just trying to be the best friend to the both of them without hurting any of them. But it always seems like I hurt them all over again. And I'm in a poistion where I don't know what to do. I mean I don't wanna be mean and tell them to stfu but like it feels theres not much else to do. Yenno? Gahh friendship is always tough, I'm always making mistakes that I regret. With the gossip and rumours always swarming (is that spelt right?) and its hard, stuff gets passed around and it always makes you look like the bad person when your just trying to make it through the day wondering if you've messed everything up. That happens alot at my school and in my group of friends. (Interesting this blog today is more friends.. hmm) My group of friends isn't always the nicest to eachother theres always someone hating on one or someones back talked so and so. and it just always escalates and it sucks because I'm always in the middle. Luckily I've met a friend named Taylor pretty much one of the bestest friends thats ever really entered my life. Shes gone through alot but shes always there life seems alot easier since shes entered into my friendship life thingy haha. Shes a great friend and I hope I don't screw this friendship up and lose her forever. More venting... So like my twin Jessica and I are pretty competitive and shes like the smart one and im I guess what my family calls me is the slacker.. and I always get compared to my sister like "oh why can't you be like your sister" "she gets good marks why can't you" and now its track season.. "her shininh moment" ofcourse she always has to try and out beat me and has to be the best and suck up to the coach... Shaopin.. hes got like this weird spell over her. At the moment shes making him brownies.. (clearly shes weird) haha but anyways the point is shes always trying to out shine me.. yeah so shes better then me at running but she makes it seem likes shes good at EVERYTHING and I suck. Its a horrible feeling me always getting compared to her and tbh i'm getting sorta sick of it :/ don't get me wrong.. I love my sister but i'm tired of the b.s from her.
I like doing to random colours for new topics hehe it looks cool but sorta annoying haha. But anyways mondays our family dinner (Easter) :) I'm excited I love being with the fam! Especially my cousins after my aunt passed about a month and a bit ago to a year long battle of Cancer. Shes a trooper that one, a hero in my heart thats forsure. I miss her lots and am ALWAYS thinking about her. But i've grown much closer to my cousins Cam, Kevin and Eric :) they're deffinitly the best. My cousin Kevin and his girlfriend have made a team for the Ride to conquer cancer, be sure to support them! Go to the website and go to search team and type in Thorepo. Do help and try and donate! :) Thanks so much it'll mean alot to him <3

Buuut I should get going, thanks for reading tpye sooon!